Grief

Today is a beautiful day. Sunny. Not a cloud in the sky. Brisk but undeniably early spring.

In my home, spring cleaning is underway. Today is the day for the window washers. Carpet cleaners come next week. Last week was deep cleaning the house.

It is almost six months since my husband died. In that time I’ve learned that gratitude is mightier than grief, and most of my time has been spent being grateful for our marriage and the experiences we shared.

But today I’m just sad. Sad that he’s not here to enjoy the beautiful day, clean windows and refreshed house, the new fence and improved outdoor grill area.

I know this sadness won’t last. But instead of brushing it away or overpowering it, I’m just going to let it be. For today.

You write or draw it: What do you want to let be—just for today?