Light

Last week I saw an independently produced movie about the spiritual awakening of Bill W., founder of Alcoholics Anonymous. His experience was quite dramatic—a bright, white light whose impact lasted for the rest of his life. The message of the film caused me to reflect on my own spiritual experience.

For me, there wasn’t a bright, white light. But there were three experiences in which I knew I was hearing the voice of God. The first, I ignored. But I never ignored it again. After three unmistakable, life-altering experiences, The Voice became a quiet experience that I seek, I’m aware of, and I follow its lead. It’s as if God said, “OK. I have her attention now. I don’t have to be so dramatic.”

Today is the first day of Hanukkah, which celebrates the triumph of light over darkness. Whether by light or by unmistakable urge, how does God show up for you?